Stressy stress fucking exams
Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 3:38 AM
- Mood:
Outraged - Listening to: Im sick of listening to the same songs.
- Reading: Have to study Hitler and Stalin.
- Watching: Same shit cartoons.
- Eating: Starving
- Drinking: Milkytea, urgh.
Finally the time has come for study leave before my exams, i really hate this. Yeh i get to 'sleep in' or 'watch tv' whenever...not really, the one thing that pisses me off is all the work, im trying my guts out for, causing me to build up anger, when i get the usual, your not good enough.
So your telling me, studying my ass off, more in school than my non-existant desk in house, is coming down to its not good enough?? I can only make people proud if i get A's?? IM A FUCKING ARTIST AND IM TRYING!! I am aiming as high as i can get, which is more than half the dim-whittied asshole bitches in my school.
For your information i am trying to get:
English: A+B
Maths: B
Science: C
Art: A*
History: C/B
Spanish: C
All of which are passing grades, and i dont believe in the 'make the kid feel lie crap and she will try harder cause all i will do is burn my studies while i go hide in YOUR CLOSET.
Even my own weight is fucking me off, i aint fat why does the scales tell me so?? Why do i have to substatute drinking insted of eating just to get a bitch body??
I'm not even afraid of exams, i LIKE them, i just wish they didnt drag out till fucking late June, bring it! The only thing i worry about is history which you have to remove half the contents of your mind to study!
Shity shit fucky cunt, i feel better.
Prince come for me soon k, breaking down here =<
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Heh how fun your heritage, let me say a bit about myself, im half Chinese a quarter English and Swedish, i live in surrey with a fully british accent, im still doing GCSEs which is gay. I like you alot, im a little low on words at the mo but you will probably get a note from my friend who will explain better than me. I really think you can spread your wings in what you do (=>
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A lot of my work now is actually just developed from what i had touched on before. With a bita everything and anything.
I just dont seem to feel oh so confident that my work will make it once im done in college, but then again college is what will teach me even more and show me just what i can do with my skills. There never is a comfort zone for an upcoming artist cus one minute people love you and ur work sells for 100s and 1000s then all of a sudden people dont take as much interest, and ur having to survive on the little money u got out of previous work. Its harsh, and thats what im scared of.
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ignore the body just answer teh question
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