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~lozdangel:iconlozdangel:

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Stressy stress fucking exams

Journal Entry: Tue May 13, 2008, 3:38 AM
  • Mood: Outraged
  • Listening to: Im sick of listening to the same songs.
  • Reading: Have to study Hitler and Stalin.
  • Watching: Same shit cartoons.
  • Eating: Starving
  • Drinking: Milkytea, urgh.
Finally the time has come for study leave before my exams, i really hate this. Yeh i get to 'sleep in' or 'watch tv' whenever...not really, the one thing that pisses me off is all the work, im trying my guts out for, causing me to build up anger, when i get the usual, your not good enough.

So your telling me, studying my ass off, more in school than my non-existant desk in house, is coming down to its not good enough?? I can only make people proud if i get A's?? IM A FUCKING ARTIST AND IM TRYING!! I am aiming as high as i can get, which is more than half the dim-whittied asshole bitches in my school.

For your information i am trying to get:
English: A+B
Maths: B
Science: C
Art: A*
History: C/B
Spanish: C

All of which are passing grades, and i dont believe in the 'make the kid feel lie crap and she will try harder cause all i will do is burn my studies while i go hide in YOUR CLOSET.

Even my own weight is fucking me off, i aint fat why does the scales tell me so?? Why do i have to substatute drinking insted of eating just to get a bitch body??

I'm not even afraid of exams, i LIKE them, i just wish they didnt drag out till fucking late June, bring it! The only thing i worry about is history which you have to remove half the contents of your mind to study!

Shity shit fucky cunt, i feel better.
Prince come for me soon k, breaking down here =<

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 16
  • Current Residence: On the southern train.
  • Interests: Anime/Manga, a lil' bit of everything~ within reason.
  • Favourite movie: Hot Fuzz! Haha the true view of England!! Spirited away was awesome too <33
  • Favourite game: SuperMonkeyball2+Supermario Sunshine, Zelda-windwaker, Animal Crossing
  • Favourite gaming platform: GameCube!
  • Favourite cartoon character: Yuki<3Haru, Sanji, Franky, Brook, L..<3 Peter FG
  • Personal Quote: Non Personal- I reject your reality and substitute my own!
  • Tools of the Trade: Anything that works & Photoshop

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~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: May 9, 2008, 9:22:38 AM
Well now it is 8D my contacts do that alot, makes me dislike wearing them.

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~heartstamp:iconheartstamp: May 8, 2008, 12:53:49 PM
oh comeon we"re close! ahah. my contacts hurt from being in my eyes too long ;_; waaaa i want it to be friday
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Apr 5, 2008, 6:30:26 AM
Dont be scared of critique, having an artistic carrier doesnt mean you have to work solo, im pretty sure any company would be eager to have you. I just cant exaggerate how much i think your really good, like really please progress further, im not just saying this as ya no the little 16yr old with a narrow minded view, my friend Redvisor1 thinks so too an hes like coming 19 in animation university and all.

Heh how fun your heritage, let me say a bit about myself, im half Chinese a quarter English and Swedish, i live in surrey with a fully british accent, im still doing GCSEs which is gay. I like you alot, im a little low on words at the mo but you will probably get a note from my friend who will explain better than me. I really think you can spread your wings in what you do (=>

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Apr 4, 2008, 6:29:39 AM
Yeah i have like a wee norther irish accent. i was born in NI but both my parents were from hong kong so like i look fully chinese but ive been brought up with both cultures. Anyways well yeah id love to do other stuff but so far ive done, photography, wood painting, jewellery making, painting as normal with acrylics and oils, vector art and digital art, first hand stuff is always included in school and probs a wee bit of everything tbh. lol
A lot of my work now is actually just developed from what i had touched on before. With a bita everything and anything.
I just dont seem to feel oh so confident that my work will make it once im done in college, but then again college is what will teach me even more and show me just what i can do with my skills. There never is a comfort zone for an upcoming artist cus one minute people love you and ur work sells for 100s and 1000s then all of a sudden people dont take as much interest, and ur having to survive on the little money u got out of previous work. Its harsh, and thats what im scared of.
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Apr 4, 2008, 1:02:21 AM
bout a half hour away from london, its where the derby happens in the summer. I get what your saying... honestly i only see what you draw en uploaded, seeing pictures done 1st hand could leave room for criticisation, but the people who do are those who want you to be better, from what you do, i think your already good and not crap, but why dont you try doing other media too? From what i can see your 'old crap' was anime, which wasnt even bad haha, you seem to have a 'super camera' and have some photos, realism of people on wood and you creatures, why not do something more, i know my own gallery doesnt say much but going out of your comfort zone, makes you better. What else do you take pics of with that super cam of yours? also what nationality are you, chinese? do you have an irish accent hehe.

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Apr 3, 2008, 3:56:31 PM
yeah just everyone whos told me my art is good enough are all mates, never really had anyone tell me how crap i am, or criticise it or anythin. So hence why im pretty scared bout persuing it and all. I live in N.Ireland where art is almost non existant, so if i really wanted to increase my chances of being noticed id probs end up trying to get into places like Goldsmiths, Glasgow or NCAD down in dublin. Where abouts is epsom??
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Apr 3, 2008, 3:08:42 AM
you live in the uk like i do right? where abouts, iv just been accepted to epsom art collage, there are ucca collages/unis for canterbury, farnham, maidstone and rochester too, also iv heard ones ike chelsea, plenty in london like goldsmith etc. i realy think you can ya know, all a prtfolio needs is a range of everything to fill in the gaps at interviews. Its good to be different, and i think you stand out.

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Apr 1, 2008, 6:54:27 AM
thanks for that :heart: like its just hard to judge urself and compare ur work to others cus its so different, so like im just scared atm that i wont stand out when it comes to going to an art college like goldsmiths or sumthin
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Apr 1, 2008, 6:12:42 AM
i think you should, im applying to art collage, i think it sounds like great fun, when you do something so often that you love so much, its no longer practice, just the same as competiton. Work the hardest and stand out from the crowd like i think yu do on da already (=

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Apr 1, 2008, 5:07:23 AM
i do it as a hobbie sorta thing, its a big part of me but mostly out of interest. I considered going to art college but im not sure yet, the art world is increasingly competitive and im not so confident in my work and that
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Mar 31, 2008, 3:11:11 AM
shucks, i really like how well you draw faces, i can, but stll it doesnt seem as...easily done, i guess practice wl work eventually. Do you go to an art collage or do it as hobby?

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Mar 30, 2008, 3:08:40 PM
lol im only 17.. just a year older than u, so u never know, just one more year and ull probs be pretty darn amazing
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Mar 29, 2008, 9:55:11 AM
no problem, i think your awesomely talented, and at 19, i hope to have the same fluency (=

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~Entirity:iconEntirity: Mar 28, 2008, 7:11:16 AM
hey thanks for the watch :heart: and i love you webcam lol
~animecheese:iconanimecheese: Mar 25, 2008, 1:36:11 PM
answer my question in my journal Moosan!
plz :D
ignore the body just answer teh question :)

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I have the IQ of a dead piece of celery :lmao:
~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Feb 24, 2008, 5:18:11 AM
=) thanks, i ate one of these once, of course i would far prefer with chocolate or custard than red bean paste, tails the best, more batter than everywhere else.

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~tensai-riot:icontensai-riot: Feb 22, 2008, 8:09:10 AM
Thanks for the fave and the request for a print. I have made that shot available, so check it out if you want =)=)=)

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Check out my website too when you can =)
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Cheers!
~animecheese:iconanimecheese: Jan 11, 2008, 6:46:56 PM
WHOOP WHOOP! IT'S JEI-SA TIME!

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~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Dec 29, 2007, 5:58:10 PM
wow...that was deep, all the things yu see and heary ad say are though, thanks for that

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*jayenems:iconjayenems: Dec 25, 2007, 6:07:06 AM
....happy celebrations to you as well....

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~animecheese:iconanimecheese: Dec 23, 2007, 7:16:25 PM
:glomp:

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~animecheese:iconanimecheese: Dec 23, 2007, 4:15:06 PM
Hahah! beat them away with that fish girl hahah!

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~lozdangel:iconlozdangel: Dec 21, 2007, 5:19:54 PM
omigosh same mish, appar form mines shy to in public, hehe ^_^ i dont mind though, hes attrcts anyone, you cn see by his ccount hahah! damn fangirls :shakefish:=p

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